Seeds / Semillas

Seed of Faith (lost)
By Screaming Tower· Friday, April 22, 2011

I think is time for me to leave that stage of my life in which I strongly believe that everybody, given the chance, will be able to change to be a better person and finally come back to me and re pay all the shit they have made me go through.

This way I can realize that I will always stand alone, I will never get that word of support when I need it, and there will be always somebody even more FUCKED up than the last one to get to my nerve and pull out all my levers to the point that I don't like life anymore.

That I can't laugh anymore at something so insignificant as money..

People IS sick..

People IS twisted..

People IS gray and cold..

YOU are people..

As we are all..

I thought I was hope.. I thought I was Faith.. Not anymore.. I always stand alone.. Only..

That's how I lost the seed of Faith..

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Seed of faith

By Screaming Tower · Wednesday, November 24, 2010 at 1:19am

One faithless night alone.. In a place I call home only because there is a stone where I lay my head upon, an angel spoke to me.

I was watching you along the road you call your life..

Crooked and twisted, full of lies and pain.. Of losses and deceit.. Treason and loneliness..

Not everybody here is that fucked up and cold. Remember why you came and why you are alive.. Don't give up.

I'll walk the shadows with you until we both find the sand further down the river.

This is all a wonderful dream..

Here - as the angel extended an arm of light towards me - have this.

Keep it close to your heart and never loose it.

The seed of faith was that night delivered to me smaller than a grain of sand, contained in a flask. An angel's tear, the last speckle of hope for humanity.

The seed of faith.

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Seed of luck
by Screaming Tower on Wednesday, April 1, 2009 at 4:34pm

I found a guy once... He was like a thousand years old or so..
Wearing raggy clothes, sandals and he also had a stone in his left hand..

With his image in front of me, I asked him:
"Can I help you in any way?"
and he said..
"Well you already did.."

And how is that?
"You stopped to talk to me, which was what I expected.."

What you expected?! - I repeated after him..
- You are not more than a regular homeless guy - I thought.. - How could you expect me to stop and talk to you..

Ha ha ha - he laughed - .. Yes.. You see, my appearance could misguide you. I bet that you are thinking that I'm a regular homeless guy.. And I know I'm right.. Not because I can read your mind, but for the fact that I'm the luckiest man in the whole world.. And I've never lost a bet..

I stood frozen in front of this old looking guy, speechless.. Until his words got to me..
The luckiest man in the world? I don't mean to offend you sir but how is that?
You look anything but lucky to me..

Well.. When you have tasted everything in the world, you will eventually find that the only thing you need to live is some clothes and a rock.
My clothes keep me warm, and my rock gives me pretty much everything else.. - rising the rock sky high.. -
Those words made me nervous..

But don't worry, I don't need your money.. I already have all that I need.. I just needed someone to share a minute or two of my life..

And that's how I knew the seed of luck.. The dirty man, walking next to me to the cofee shop..

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Seed of shame..

by Screaming Tower on Tuesday, March 31, 2009 at 4:11pm

You are less than Dani California..
You like a band that doesn't stand for you..
They just sip coke and mug you with plastic for their awful tattoos, but you are still buying..

Man I'm just sick of you.. I feel sorry too, because I saw in you the light of a star.. Where it went? I don't know..
I'm not the one to blame.. I told you the future, you had to make the choice.. You just made me right, and went away..

A million miles away, Now it's not my fault.. I'm not the one to blame..
That's the seed of shame.. Growing on you..